Go And Cut Me Down

Until we're one again, we belong to the frozen world

Wah, can't believe this is actually my 51st article... Well, it's not that much in a year. But still, 51 ! Nice job. "What job ? Nobody asked you to write all this uninteresting stuff about your uninteresting life !" Okay, okay. I'm just glad I could write that much, because it helps me, in a way. I can take my anger or pain out on something instead of someone, and that's a good thing -I wouldn't want anybody getting hurt because of my bad temper (at least anybody innocent).
Hey, wait. What's this feeling ? Am I... feeling... good ? That's right, that's what it must be. Just talking with him, thinking that we're able to speak this way, feels really warm. Warm. I haven't felt that for a long time now -or what seems like a long time- and only with a few people since then. How nice... It's like I almost could change this title, like I could go and smile tomorrow.
« Hey, hold on there. Don't get too carried away. You're just chatting. Does it mean that much ? Trouble's on the way tomorrow too. » Yes, I know that. I'm just happy now and I want to keep this feeling until I go to bed, even until I get to school... I think that's what I'll do. I'll go to sleep now. Just hoping I can dream happily with this mood.
-What an useless article tonight... ! Whatever, I like it. It's like a little sunray in my current life.-