Please Light The Way

And I discovered that my castle stands upon pillars of salt, pillars of sand

Amazing how I absolutely don't feel like writing in French these days. Maybe the words come faster, or more easily in English. You know what ? Whatever. I'll write in English anyway.
So, what's up ? Nothing. Funny, heh ? Nothing. No change, no news, no particular happening. Maybe except that I'm much bitter right now. Well, not bad... for me at least. But come on, who cares about the others ? I'm not that bitter just because I want it. So, I don't care if they have to suffer from it -well, not all of them, right. But still, what would make them deserve this tiny bit of attention ? Oh of course, they're so kind to everyone, not ever saying anything behind anyone's back, so straight-forward, so lovey-dovey, so "today and every day of the year I love everybody". Haha. Of Course. . .
. . . They don't give a damn about me. Why should I ? Why should I care listening to them, taking in each of their comments in, letting it burn my joy down ?! That's my last year too, you know ! Stop destroying the little happiness I have in this crazy school ! There're moments when I'm so regretting having left S.H.A.P.E... I'm missing the atmosphere back there, the small number of people, the friendly feeling... Whatever. You're not alone here, could you please stop watching your belly button ? Thanks. Oh, no, you're doing it again.
Guess you can't help it.